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[Aug. 10th, 2009|07:40 am] |
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was at keppel today. thought of us and our impromptu bowling trip, the one with the high socks and me using your huge sweater. i miss the times at keppel then heading down to sentosa cove. i miss you. even tho i know i shouldn't. |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2009|07:21 am] |
why does everything always have to blow up in my face and be so friggin fucked up all the time?
this is getting real old and ridiculous.
burnnnnnnnnn. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2009|06:24 am] |
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what am i doing here?
i don't like you toying with me
one moment's up
the other i have to find something out
that brings it way down
what are you doing to me?
please stop playing with me.
i really don't know how much more of this
i can take. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2009|04:12 am] |
I want to say that I miss you
even when you're around me;
worse, when you're not.
But I do not know how. |
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[Jun. 27th, 2009|05:15 pm] |
i think i know what i have to do now;
and i definitely will do whatever it takes.
for me to be normal again
for this to have never happened.
time to start anew. |
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| On Repeat. |
[Jun. 27th, 2009|04:24 pm] |
heartbreak songs on repeat.
i hate myself for being dragged into this kinda situation.
in this warped and horrid happenstance.
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oh my god.
so fucking wasteddddd.
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[Jun. 27th, 2009|12:24 pm] |
things have to try to get back to normal.
but HOW? |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2009|12:58 pm] |
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Oh! Sweet irony.
How the tables have turned. |
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| Just wanted to note: |
[Jun. 9th, 2009|09:06 am] |
record-breaking poker session last night, or rather two nights ago, one day ago and last night.
22 hour poker session = 2.5k cash out; capital of 400 non-withstanding.
((:
but whatever it is, the session from 11pm to 8pm the next day is undoubtedly killer.
i was absolutely dying at the table craving sleep. not only that, but i felt so disgustingly sticky and contacts were killing my eyes.
came back home, bathed, went for dinner @ T3, almost died driving back, where everything seemed so blurry and having delayed reaction syndrome. came back home crashed on the couch, but woke up in my room. can't remember how i got there or changed. hmm.
now it's only 7, and i'm awake, and i can't get back to dreamland even tho i want to super badly. not enough sleep.
it's seems as tho, maybe there's some cosmic balance in the world.
get your heartbroken, you get sick luck
get your life seemingly destroyed, and have the shittiest week ever;
you get a pay out of 2.5k and more.
my sister seems to think that bx is bad fungshui.
breakup and get your heartbroken, and luck returns.
oh yes, i think i agree now, to all who says he's an ass.
two+++ friggin years, and this is what i get. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2009|09:48 am] |
the irony is astounding.
you have absolutely no idea how much i hate you. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2009|03:08 pm] |
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everything's already falling apart. i so do not need another bout of stress in my life. |
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| TAXI DRIVERS = BLOODSUCKERS |
[Feb. 19th, 2009|04:25 am] |
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Starting of; I have an absolute new found hate for taxi drivers. Especially one who bullies me.
Rewind to 830am. I think i just had my first so called accident. Bloody stupid Mercedes cab (SHA 7506 L) jammed break on the stupid PIE. Anyways, nothing really happened, i don't even have a single scratch on my car, but this asshole, is claiming that i broke his bumper, and when i told him that's not possible and i got a picture to prove it - even if it is grainy and wouldn't hold up - he changed his story and said that it was some internal damage. fucker. and when asked said that the damage would only cost 200bucks.
Is this guy just trying to rip me off or what?
I mean what kinda damage will only cost 200bucks?
I may be clueless as this is my first so called accident, but come on, I'm not stupid.
Anyways, things are damn complicated now and i just want to settle it. It's super annoying, costly and stressing me out.
Two options:
1. Pay him off.
2. Settle this with the pesky insurance and Taxi company.
the one that i'm leaning towards to is #1. Quick and simple, but must print out letter of agreement to cover my ass, according to my brother. #2 is going to be long, involve alot of parties, and is going to be so troublesome. Plus, if i do take insurance into this i will have to pay alot more. For the insurance premium and for the stupid money that the cabbie will miss earning while his cab is in the workshop.
Either way, i feel so unjustified. When i don't drive, i take cabs all the time, at least once or twice a day. with all the money i'm contributing to them, you think they won't be such assholes.
Anyways, learnt this: taxi drivers are the worse people to get into an accident with cause they will ultimately bleed you dry. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2008|04:51 am] |
oh my god. i'm so freaked out.
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